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Months of My Life

by All Wave

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HaroldAllnut Melodic hardcore from A Pregnant Light's Damian Master? Yes. Yes please, thank you. Favorite track: Stretch.
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1.
Burn Myself 01:25
I’m more desperate than I seem There’s a fire in my voice and a gaze from my eyes It’s translation matters, but only to me I want to forget these last months of my life I breath deep and feel shallow. The more hold the burn in my hands- The harder it is to fight To let go of all the things I’m holding inside When life becomes a mask that you forget to put on I’m much more desperate than I’m leading on Even alone in bed I feel the eyes And the fingers on the back of my neck Some things will never leave And sometimes the dirtiest thing burns clean I’m trying not to stink of twenty-something desperation For the rest of my life. There are no more secrets that I want to hear I can’t distract myself, I can’t hide myself I breathe deep and feel hollow.
2.
Glassy Eyes 01:45
Worth more than anything The hours wind into days The proposition is permanence And for the first time I feel afraid Not that this won’t last Because of what I am It’s the parts in between that I’m working on And i don’t know if I’ll ever be done. For all the things I wish I was - Today, in some way It’s a measure of man at his best and worst In very same breath To all the reasons we’ll make it work Through the skeptical minds and the doubtful hearts Hold on to something stronger Be the reason. They won't change. I know it's worth more than anything The hours wind into days I’m watching my life reset itself I’m thinking about all the ways I almost gave up And walked away The worst mistake I could have ever made To sell this short To lose my faith To lay face down and fade away Not crawling but walking, slowly and sure of my stride. Not falling but walking, slowly together through time.
3.
Stop 02:24
Wall to wall Ceiling to floor Ignore the noise outside the door Dead in the water Dead in the streets Dead in the dirt’s not dead to me. You think the one that held you down Will turn face and pull you out? How many lives are you willing to burn Before you learn: We were lost before we were forgotten We were sold before we were born Am I as ugly as I feel? Am I as bad as I say? The more I ache, the more I change The more I start to think I can’t stop yet. A broken mirror in a broken frame The same lies I heard yesterday This is the part of my history That I will work to fix for the rest of my life And I know you’re just wasting my time It’s not about being better It’s about rising above Because the world won’t care if we lose sight No one will see us if we fall behind. No cost too high
4.
Get Back Up 02:48
I’m changing my expectations Of what I am trying to be I’ve been thinking about my past today I’ve been thinking about the loss of that time There is no explanation For what I’ve got trapped in my mind As it relates to the path I’ve laid out and how i’m starting to see Clearly Or at least I think... If I could sit down with myself And look over everything Objectively Constructively And taking note of my tendencies An image is coming into focus A small town kid With far from small town plans An open road A good life A strong will and a fighting chance Pushed aside Because it doesn't fit in someone else's dreams And if I fall down And if I'm cut down No matter what I will get back up
5.
Stretch 02:46
I can't tell if I'm young or old All I feel is tired and bored Used up Shut down Completely on my own And I know where I am I've been here before I have walked these halls Slept on these floors Stared through these walls And slammed these doors Dreamed of breaking through But I'm breaking down I've never felt so helpless In the lives of the people I loved I want to hide my face I want to go away Where you won't find me I've spent my life in the dark And I don't want to be there anymore Like a corpse that will not rot Or like a cut that just won't clot There is no sun where we come from Just the light of the things we've done And I'm reaching out with both my hands I'm going to make it out I'm going to have to stretch.

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released May 30, 2013

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